A Crazy Weekend!

So I never heard from AFTAH but that is probably for the best. Anyone that reads this probably hates me for that letter. :P

This weekend I went to Baltimore with a few friends to go see the Distant Worlds concert from Final Fantasy. It was so much fun! Even though I missed my favorite song Libery Fatali (sp?)

So now I really really want to go to Otakon in 2010!!! I realize there is still time for 2009 but I just don't have the money or a way to get there this year :(

I actually just started a new job at a Tree company so now I get to live out half my gay fantasies because I am Blue Collar! And making good money and working Monday through Thursday! That totally means to go to Otakon I only need to take of one day.

My plan is to go dressed as Edward from Final Fantasy IV and try to sing while I am there and see if I can get anyone to notice me and try to make a spectacle of myself. I want to learn to sing a few songs from the Chorus Vocal Collections in Japanese and also learn the songs in English (I have to try to adapt them probably, but it will be fun).

My favorite songs I love to sing are:

Wanderer of Time (FF VI)

Nao Chora Menina (FF VI Kids running through the street)

Gaia (FF I Main Theme)

Tooi Hibi no Nonokori (FF V Sorrows of Parting)

Estrelas (FF IV Gilbert's Harp)

Prelude (The English Version)

Ok I don't know why I like listing things in blogs but I do :P Well I will hopefully post more craziness more frequently. Ciao

I am so bored that I am sending an email to AFTAH

This is what I wrote. I apologize if it pissed you off, I was trying to appeal to them to see what they would say. But I do believe that we gays need better values regarding relationships and whatnot. (don't kill me)

"Hi! I would just like to point out to you that by stopping gay activists you are making a self fulfilling prophecy that lewd disgusting gay behavior will continue.

Think of it this way. For straight children they have all of their values established for them. They are supposed to meet innocently, court and then become married and to then consummate that marriage.

A gay teen has nothing like that. They face adversity because of their life style. They receive no sort of structure when it comes to values because there is nothing for them compared to marriage. They aren't raised with the idea of monogamy because parents don't know how to deal with or guide their children.

There can be no abstinence if there is no marriage or an equivalent for gays.

I know that this site believes that homosexuality is wrong in it self. But that is not really your business to tell people what not to do in their bedrooms. I personally want to see the promiscuity and the orgies and the flaunting stop.
(I agree that no children should be present during the pride parade, or exposed to any sexual content until a legal adult.)

And if young gay teens have a structure for values that parents can give them then it will.

So please think about it. If the homosexuals were able to learn values and had the same rights as all the other groups then they really wouldn't be in everyone's faces. "

I can't wait for the response. This could be hilarious. Or they could ignore me. Meh :P

Bill Paxton was hot! LOL

This is also kind of for you Kelly, because this is the guy who said "Game over man! GAME OVER!". He was the chicken shit marine Hudson. Poor bastard died emptying his magazines trying to save Ripley, Hicks and Newt.

Also Kelly says that dirtier men are hot! And yes Bill Paxton does look pretty hot dirty :P and in armor.

It's been forever!

Life has gotten very insane lately... That is really all I can say here. I am putting up this picture for Kelly!

YES! I found it!

I have been looking for one piece of paper for months! MONTHS!

And I found it at 3:40AM because I am an insane insomniac and I am trying to fiddle with Lightwave 3D again.

I don't really get why I don't do things at normal times like other people!


Oh well... I really hope I have something to show for this soon.

P.S. In case you were wondering it was a drawing of a custom Mobile Suit. It does not have a name or model number yet, nor a universe to fit it in. I just think it looks awesome though.

I'm all over the damn place...

D&D went well on Tuesday. The party did not get far, they like to socialize as much as adventure. But I am pleased with their reaction to the tower. They were mystified by the blue orb that transported them, and intrigued by the interior of the tower. (Though they have yet to figure out it's nature. The floor they are on is actually very mundane.)

I reinstated my wow account. God that was a bit of a mistake. Now I will never accomplish anything when I can mindlessly run around Azeroth believing I am fulfilling something... Why is that game so addictive?

So when I am not playing Half Life 2, Bioshock or WoW I am trying to learn how to model in Lightwave. And it is so hard! The controls are really damn particular. Like if you select a group of points clockwise or counter clockwise it will affect which direction the frickin surface will show up. And I really wish that it would just do both and save me some god damn time.

And of course I try starting on the head of the Mobile Suit I want to create and I like start on the main camera's housing and then fail...

I want to eventually do what Sandrum does, http://anaheimmachines.blogspot.com/ His work is amazing no matter how much he depreciates it. Sure having a grasp on lightwave really helps, but what he does is just art.

I really want to model these mobile suits:

F90
I really like the Fix Figuration version of this, but this mobile suit is just cool with all of the options

F90 II
The long range version of this is really hot...

F91
This was one of my first UC kits and I have always loved this MS

RX-99
The Neo Gundam with its' huge G-BIRD gun

RXF-91\A
Anaheim's knock off the F91, I fell in love when I got the model

F90-Y
It screams support Gundam, plus it still has all it's hard points (though it doesn't have any parts for them of it's own) I want to start with this one

RGM-109
The vastly understated Heavy Gun (I LOVE YOU BERTO!!!)

RGM-111
The Hardy Gun, it is beautiful and deadly looking and ready for mass production

F71
The clunky cannon from F91 I want to try to make it look better :P

So once i get more practice and I do not feel embarrassed of something I create in Lightwave it will be up here. Don't hold your breathe.

It is amazing...

So yesterday I got my computer parts!

I pretty much put it together in like an hour and a half. My biggest trouble was with the Heatsink Fan for the cpu, it was mad hard to put in and I was afraid that the mobo was going to break.

I thought I was going to take pictures of everything, lol but I kinda forgot as I was putting everything together.

So everything works awesome, I maxed out wow, half life 2 and bioshock. I have to install Mass Effect still.

So these are my parts:

Antec 900 Case
OCZ 700w PSU
Q9400 2.66Ghz Intel Core 2 Quad Core
GIGABYTE GA-EP45-UD3R LGA 775
8g G.Skill DDR2 800
640g WD 7200 Sata HD

I will post pictures of the comp running soon